akuchieyo...

bagaimana cara membuatmu bahagia
nyaris ku menyerah jalani semua
tlah berbagai kata ku ungkap percuma
agar kau percaya cintaku berharga

tak kuat ku menahanmu, mempertahankan cintaku
namun kau begitu saja, tak pernah merindu

sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yang ku rasa

apa kau mengerti ku sedih sendiri
tanpa ada kamu ku merasa sepi

tlah lama ku menantimu, diam sendiri menunggu
setengah hati mencinta, ku sakit karenamu
ku sakit karenamu

sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yg ku rasa....

this a lyric from song "cinta dan benci by Giesha"
and love dedicate for my jambul akuchieyo....
hope he like it... still love you... bee~

last short story

08 april 2011-26 april 2011....

hubungan kami bertahan sehingga itu sja...
alasan yang dia bagi... dia bosan....
dia taw kah hati aq sakit? dia tawka aq merintih?
dia tawka aq menangis?
dari hari tu aq x brani buka blog ni...
sebab aq taw.. law aq buka aq akan menangis lagi...
cuma bru skunk aq dapat kekuatan tu...
branikan diri tuk berbicara semula ngan dia...
law aq rindu dia...
aq slalu msj dia.... biarpun aq taw...
aq cuma akan menyakitkan hati aq sendiri...
tp aq tetap ngan nekad aq... aq akan tunggu dia sampai
aq betul2 xda perasaan ama dia...baru aq stop!
dan itu xda sesiapa yg ble melarang aq...
uda 20 hari berlalu.... tapi aq still dapat rasa yg hal tu baru berlaku semalam...

mlm yg aq betul2 x sangka....
selepas kata putus tu uda terlerai...
ngan perlahan aq simpan hp aq ke sisi...
airmata aq berlinangn tanpa aq pinta pun...
dan truz terduduk d sofa sambil isap rokok...
aq masih x percaya bahwa mlm aq akan sepi..
xda manja2 ngan c B, xda yang marah2...
xda lae benda yg aq tunggu....
aq masih terduduk d sofa yg sama sambil peluk
kaki.. aq anggap benda tu cuma mimpi...
lagu 6thsense berkumandang....
astagaaaaa jam 8 pagi suah rupanya... yg aq mc duduk d sofa yg sama.. tanpa tidur....
mcm besa aq mok antar msj MORNING ma dia..
aq terbaca msj dia dia atas...
rupanya betul! aq ngan c B uda clash....
aq jadi xkeruan... sehinggakan aq minta nasiat ngan kawan aq
dia suh aq mandi, pakai baju, bersiap ngan solek suma smpai aq pat keja.....
tp aq mc mcm budak kecik... mok kena suh2....
betul2 trajedi nie wat hari aq KOSONG!
xda sepa lae yg tahu hal nie... kecuali anum...
hanya dia saja yg tahu hal aq.. sampai aq mok cucuk pisau tinted p tangan aq
untuk sedarkan aq.... yg kami xda apa2....

begitulah yg terjadi hari tu...
now... i just kuatkan hati tuk teruskan cinta
aq tuk dia... still tunggu dia..
still tinguk FB dia... but without tengok pix2 dia...
kadang2 aq cemburu tengok post2 pompan yg ada d fb dia..
mok meyumpah x sampai hati... biarkan sajalah...
anggap xda.... sabar...

aq xtahu apa yg dia lalui...
law ble aq mok sama2 ngan dia susah ataw senang...
law la dia tahu aq mc saangkan dia seprti dulu...
aq rasa dia endax mau layan aq...

i love u come to me and i will hold u tight..
take whats wrong and i will make its right..
show u boy that im still the one..
i miss that morning glow upon u face..
that smile, that kiss, u warm embrace..
plzzz believe it true...
no! i just cant make it thru...
IM MISSING YOU!

short story part3

01 april 2011

makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!! aq excident gink...
depan tony corner.. nasib aq endak cedera parah.. cit punya motor...
endak pasal2 suar aq na gunting tu nurse n cuci luka aq sejumput tu jak..
kepada yg melanggar q tho.. SILA GNTI BALIK SELUAR AKU TO! bleeeeeeeee?
aq pening ni bha.. bukn sebeb na langgar tp sebab kepala aq terhantuk d aspal..
doktor cakap nasb endak retak..
abg aq tiaw aq pai tuli telinga aq..
look my fown aq missed call n msj dri c b..
naaaaa.... abg aq uda dyam2.. c b sambunk tiaw aq arh...
matilaaaaaa.....
tp dia ada ckp "b marah sbb syg bha.."hehehe.. syg b juax..
so begayutla kami pai jam 4 subh...
kami cerita tentang perangai masing2
(sesi suai kenal kali)
and i ask him wat he like n he didnt bout me..
he said.. xda benda yg x suka tentang aq.. yg dia suka ada.. tp
biarla aq jax yg taw hooo... kikiki...
but ada satu perkataan yg wat aq tersentuh n tersentap sekejap
oleh dia..." kan bagus law b jumpa bby 5 tahun yg dulu...."
i think the same thing b..
so after fown.. kami pown beradu laa....
siang mcm besa lorh kerja,xmx ama b,manja2 ama b, buli sha2 ama jeny.. kikiki..
naaaaaaaa... uda aq burink ttba otak aq pandai kuar benda yg bukan2 arh.. shit..
mok wiring balik otak aq ni taw... haahahaha...

02,03,04,05 april 2011

to maie reader this date i didnt put in my note book...
otak aq pown full blast uda memory dia...
hahaha... cowie...

06 april 2011

aq ambik cuti 2 hari.
hari ini n besok.. plan mok jalan2 n stay d kybie..
coz this date is my 'date'...
and tomorrow is maie jambul boy 'date'...
but xdpt pie sana.. kaciwaaa??? kompom...
apa ble wat uda hendaknya mok camz tho... xkan aq mok paksa...
ada d si tinggalnya aq d tepi jalan kat kaybie tho..
hahahahaha...
so awal pagi lagi c b at Tg.aru ama hafiz..
ada photoshot pengantin sana hafiz buat..
then ayu plak bawa aq p CP mok antar hp dia p servis center, ada prob
katanya mok c jaln balik software dalam hp dia...
watevalah.. law sal hp nie aq kureeeeng skt.. law keta maybelah...kikiki...
lepas antar hp aq ama ayu p Tg.aru.. mok mengacau la kunu tho drg..
skali tinguk.. toink! abes uda.. kempunan gink....
tp aq ada tinguk hasil tangan c hafiz.. memang cantekkkk....
then siap jalan balik p CP mamam tym...
tpkan ckp sal makan kan... badan aq buang tebiatla
sejak akhr2 nie... selera makan aq pandai mati..
even pown aq tangah lapar tahap GABAN, sampai makan sanwich pown kpayahan
mok telan.... duiii.. napa tho arh... makin takut plak aq tawwww...
ehem.. ehem.. berbalik ke CP...
abes makan kami p karaoke... nyanyi2 la....
b nyanyi lagu exist-seperti dulu.... best.. sedap sora dia...
tapikan dia nyanyi kan dia tngok aq.. dia nyanyi tuk aq ka tho arh..
hehehehehehe..... (malu plak...)
erm.. tym dia mok pulank uda ada fight ckt ama b..
malz la mok taip.. bikin sakit otak aq jax...
dia ckp.. dia suh aq taip jax apa aq mok taip.. so inilh nie....
then after that aq n ayu balik lorh...
pai petagas anum bawa p tengok wayang...
then bergeerak lagi ke CP...
kami tingik wayng 'DALAM BOTOL'
sementara menunggu waktu masuk panggung tho...
kami makan lorh d sempelang dkt asia city...
abes makn kami ... muvee tym!!!!!!
ENDAK SIUKKKKKKKK!MENYESALLLLLLLLL!
borink aq tinguk tho crita thp gaban punya...
cerita sal gay... adakh?
matilaaaaaaaaaaaa....
tp.. d sebalik keboringan aq meninguk..
sempat gax aq terfikir.....
kesian ama nasib punya badan tho.. cerita tho cerita sebenar..
tp d lakonkan balik.... nie la baru d katakan 'buta kerna cinta'..
cinta yg x mungkin d bawa pai mana2 gix tho..
panas pown ada gax aq tengok crita tho...
bheee.. emo.... kikikiki....
endak bha.. buduh tul cerita tho.. udalah GAY...
pandai lagi men kayu 3 ama GAY yg len.. gellllli eh!
bweeeeeeeek~ biadap sungguh!
sambil tinguk sambil bechat ama c b.. nasib dia ada law x tetido kale aq
panggung tho.. hahahahah...

07 april 2011

HaPpY BiRtHdAy HuBbY....
wElCoMe tO 21sT....
dia ckap dia tengah sty2 wa ama hafiz n dayang d pekan
pelik juax aq kekadang ama c b nie...
kenapa???????????????? hurm.....mok taw apa yg aq pelikkkan..
ehehehe.. kata DATO SITI NURHALIZA..
'biarlah rahsiaaaaaa.....' kikiki....
cowie... secret... c b pown xble taw... itu dia punya haaaaaa....
wakakakaka...



*note of the week....


~tajamkan pemikiran..
mean and example.......
jika kita menghadapi 1 KESULITAN/MASALAH, yang memerlukan MASA yang sedikit...
kita(aq pown termasuk gax ney!) sudah terbiasa fikirkan itu masalah saja tanpa memikirkan
cara menyelesaikannya.. betulkah tidak?? betulkan..
so bila kita ada masalah cara menanganinya
1.senyum..
2.jangan panic..
3.fikir cara mok menyelesaikannya...

saya dah.. anda bila lagi... selamat mencuba!

short story part 2

22 march 2011

aq demam nie bha.. 2 hari uda nie...
kemarin aq cuti.. so today im working lorh.. ganti cuti...
kerja.. kerja..kerja..
tiba-tiba...
c b dia p baca suma yg aq tulis d blog nie arh.. matilaaaaaaa!
from 2009 until now maybe... dia baca tentang c iju..
aq uda larang dia baca habis-habisan.. tp pala batu mok juax baca...
pas2 kompom majuk punya...
kan sua ku bylank cancaba... delete! delete!
xmok delete.... isk..isk..isk...
and titiba... hujan pun turun ngan lebatnya...
i dun kno what he feel , but im sad... if he love me..
he will feel suck of it.. but he deosnt...
he said that.... he been hurting before.. and i love him more than he do..
badly im sad.. but im glad he jujur... xpa.. juz take u tym syg.. mc awal agix kan..
its ok.. im ok... trying to be ok... and im start make some joke..
laughing...wanna buang rasa perit tho kan...
i know i can face it.. becoz i been face it before and its more worse than this...
you go girlssssssss!
cerita2 ngan dia.... rupa2nya dia jelez.. that y dia ckp g2 ngan aq...
hehehe... im happy...

23 march 2011

aq borink!
mok bukak fb... borink!!!
arhhhh... buli c shasha la... lorhhhhh... xmelawan pown.. borink!!!!
men teka teki ama c b... xdpt jawab... alooooor! burink!
sepanjang hari jadi gila di kedai sebab borink.. huhu...
tp kan... td petang ada urg intebiu d senario cafe tho... sebijik macam muka c b aq arh.. terkejut babun aq...
tuz aq minta c b aq fown tanya dia lo ada abg yg
muka dia sama ngan dia.. dia ckp xda...
so org len arh tho...
munk sama.. coz member aq pown ckp g2...
sampai d rumah aq cuci kain and kemas almari...
begaduh lagi ama kain tho arh... kin panaz punya baju.. cittttttttttttttt!
cuci punya cuci... hilang cincin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
matilahhhhhhh....... turun, naik, luar, dalam umah tho aq tawaf arh..
mok pingsan c cancaba tho arh mencari cincin tho..
skali tym c bersih washing machine...
lorh disana palk tho cincin.... teloncat2 aq gumbira.. hahahaah
tekejut c qyla nmpak.. nangis tuz p pat nenek dia.. hehehe... coowie.. xsenaja...
so... abes da wat keja tho...
manja2 tym! ama c b.. hehehee....
men2 ama dia sal madu aq kukun.. dia suh tgk cermin... dia ckp nmpk ka pompan baju putih rambut ngerbang.. shit!!!!!!
pontianak.. dia c takut.. sudah aq nie memang penakut... d c takut lagi..
"meh cni hug".. hehehehe i like this wordy... just like i can imagine he with me
and hugging me... waaa.. kekedotan uda dia.. hahahaha

24 march 2011

at early monin.. 7:30 am
"morning sayang.. s.p.c.r.u..."(sayang peluk cinta rindu untukmu)
aq sent kc dia...
awal aq bangun nie hari... c qyla c bangun minta mandi.. aduii napalah ko bgn awal tul...
hermmm pai pat keja... aq tengah wat gen2.. buka chrome d pintu2 keta tho.. sambil betepon ama c b...
then tercerita pasal ex dia c e.. munk perit rasa dia ging masuk p telinga..
tp aq xberhak mok marah coz tho hal dia yg dulu... past is lalu...
so just see wat coming next ya kawn-kawan... ingat tho!
"bby.. b sayang bby" dia ckp... so syg la bha tho...
dun think lagi.. stop! next!
he like when i wear snowcap.. hehehehehe...

25 march 2011

period day 1...
matilah.. senggugut lagi!
c b d kay kay now.. with family..
celeb mimi n mami punya borndayz..
ayu bawa p karaoke d cempaka squer.. tp mcm malas member nie arh mok jalan.. cowieee... hehehehe... penat bha...
c b plak dia suh juaxla aq kuar.. tp munk aq xmok.. n aq taw dia juz syco jax..
dia sampai jax d kaybie dia msj tanya lo aq kuar ka x.. aq ckp x.. sukalah dia tuz...
hehehehe...

26 march 2011

period day 2...
mood mcm mok makan urg jax...
sabar bby... sabar...
cuba fokus ama kerja dari perasaan ko tho...
lorh.. fokus kununla..
skali c b cakap jax dia p putung tu janggut.. direct tho pisau na jari aq yg cumil nie arh....auwwwwww! catit taw.... :'(
tp yg best.. dia rupanya kemas bilik lepas tdo.. hehehe.. best kan.. bestkan...
tp bila aq minta tolong kemaskan bilik aq.. sanggup dia suh aq tdo blk dia tho arh.. hahahaha... hurmmm tp lg bgs kan.. tdo sama2 ama dia.. hahahahaha... sot!

27 march 2011

period dayz 3..
late p keja..
hati aq xtenteram bila fikir 1 member nie yg sakit... cian dia...
jadi aq nie yg memang manja ama c b.. aq cer la ngan dia...
tp keadaan getting worse plax...
he said that.. dia mc blom dpt trima aq sebb stts and my past...
tuz terang munk aq amat sedih.. tp itu yg dia rasa.. aq xble paksa dia tuk trima aq.. ataupun tuk sayang aq... but alhamdulillah.. kami ok.. evendoe....
xda apa2lah.. forget it..! i dont know y.... hurmm i juz love him..
and its sincere.. im not make some sin to do it...
but y dugaan tuhan nie btl2 hebat wat aq...
cerita2 ama dia... dia men lap2 nie..
dia cka "kan best law bby fown b.. bby ckp.. blklah b.. bby d umah uda..." hehehehehe...... suka? aq lagi suka... jan jelez arh...

28 march 2011

rickoacuzio it 50 dayz!!!!!!
love it like i love my hubby jambul...
im cutting my hair.. hehehehe...
so mlm coming.. aq ama anim and ahcia stay d jumbo..
jadi liau2 minum2 milo... hahahaha....
adakah dia panggil aq "milo girl"
xmok eh! xbesh... huh...

29 march 2011

hubby d kay kay...
dia datang kedai pat aq kerja..
makan sama2.. cerita2... mcm mok jax aq peluk dia.. cium dia...
rindu btl aq ama dia...
disini ada part yg aq xsuka cer.. so im cut la hooo...
tp mlm aq balik umah aq tercium bau perfumed dia.. aq cari..
dari mana bau nie dtg.. sekali aq cium tangan aq... mc kuat ni bau perfumed dia...
rindu tuz ama dia... dia plak xmok lyn aq.. coz im make some mess kan.. im sorry
ya sayang... bukan niat bby mok tambah masalah b...ok.. peace...`

30 march 2011

awal c b bangun...
mcm besa aq bgn pagi sent dia "morning"
tp aq ingatkan dia mc majuk sal hal semalm.. ada juax la dia rep...
senang hati aq.. td aq ada beli simkad tuk aq pakai lao mok chat ama dia.. jd xda sebarang gangguan lorh.. hehehehe... love him...


*so to my blogger reader... i have some note to you all..

"sometimes we fell like we had a choice but actually we dont"
means... jan cuba lari dari satu sudut yg x mampu tuk hindari.. lao ble
hadapilah ngan senyuman.... insyaallah... akan rasa tenang law keadaan tho dpt d sattelkan.. trust me! daa... see ya at part 3.. hehehe

short story

11 march 2011..

lama endak jumpa dia nie, rindu sangat ama hubby,

so the nite come me and lieya ga to kay kay, i buying some ring coupled

for him and me.And after that me and lieya directly go to kay bie

for pick lieya son.. school holiday kan... poor lieya...

but before we pick it up, we go to lebak mayah.. meet up my jambul, hehehehe...

so give him the ring... now he got two rings..

"care for me left side there, love for me rite side there"

then we hug.. but i cant feel he miss me much then i do tue...

becoz he didnt hug me titely... badly im so sad...

12 march 2011

go back home from kay bie, tuz mandi and get ready to party at

THE ROOM LINTAS....

so i wearing long dress.. masamm model kuku bilank c lieya...

13 march 2011

hurm gaduh ama hubby about he thinking nagetive lagix...

he said that 'u make me sick when i think bout u all nite'

then dia ckp lagi...'c lepas b jaxlah...' dia xkan taw macamna keadaan aq

when he said like that... automaticly my tears fall down without warning alert...

i call him didnt pick me... bila aq minta dia call... dia x call langsung..

last try i just send 'dunt wann fite..'

so he said 'mba.. dyam2 arh'...

keep think and think... at last kitaorang ok... hehehe...

so tonite it my lasy nite to party.. after this... MERDEKA!!!!!

SO MALAM NIEY BIRTHDAY PARTY AYU....

sambut at RAZZ MA TAZZ....

all party people in BLACK...

hehehe... i look all around me and......

said... i will mizz this party.. so enjoy tonite.....

last tym for siamen too.... mabuk2 wat joking... hahahaha....

bye.. bye maie party.....

14 march 2011

so di cnie tak byk story...

umah hubby ada kenduri....

hurm... alangkah bestnya law aq ada sna, dapat gax aq rasa kenduri d kampung..

dari apa yg hubby crita mcm besttt nie...

tp hubby larikan diri pie salun dye rambut dia macam ALBINO!!!!!

15 march 2011

pagi-pagi selalunya memang aq update soundsystem and stock yang lain...

so at early morning i've been shock with one men there look like AZRULIZAN..

OWH MAIE GUCCI!!!!!!!!!!!! salah urang... hampehhhh ging....

tuz juaxla c kwn windu ama jambulnya....

mlm coming... pala aq terhantuk dinding pai terduduk aq..

sempat gix aq ketawa sendiri.. malu kan.. hehehehe...

benjol juaxla pala aq.. tapi sikit jax... kikiki....

16 march 2011

a fucking shit day for yu classic auto acc!!

balik jam 10.30pm ging... law o.t pai ratus2 juax endax pala laah...

tp aq ma lieya balik sebelum jam 10pm...

lantak drangla mok marah...

so aq ama lieya makan gix d sempelang...

pastu balik....

and hubby uda tukar kaler rambut dia.... lebih nice dr yg blondy one tu...

17 march 2011

"aku sayang kau sesungguhnya tak ternilai, hidupku musnah tanpa kamu, kau segala-galanya

untukku, cinta sampai mati"

well.. well.. well....

hahahahaha........ i like this word... ceritanya gine...

adik aq yg bertuah tu syco pala aq.. dia ckp jambul x setia, ada pompan len and aq

xlayak untuk dia... jadi aq p report ama hubby... dia ckp xda...

tp aq nie x percaya.. terkeluarla ayat nie yg di bilang mok munyah law ckp... but he mean it..

dia yg ckap arh... hurm.. aq ada 1 benda yg xsuka sal dia....

law dia tengok korea... aq rasa law aq sebelah dia.. aq pingsan hidup balik pown dia

endak layan... huh!

18 march 2011

so kerja aq non-stop dr mornink pai petang.. cittt.....

pai begegar tangan ama badan aq....

and hubby ada ceritakan aq sinopsis "a love to kill"

rain (bi) pelakon dia.. mesti besst tu kan.. aq mok tinguuuuuuuuuuuuk!

malam coming aq ama lieya pie kay bie lagi..(my heaven)

antar ank dia.....

so aq jumpa hubby lagilah....

tp sayangnya aq jumpa dia kejap jax endak sampai 15minit...

pastu tym balik na saman oleh pak polisi.... hehehe....

19 march 2011

41 dayz for RICKOACUZIO....

heheheehehehehe......

20 march 2011

hubby turun kay kay melaWat pak cik dia sakit d SMC..

and c QYLA sakit.... badannya lemah endak bermaya...

airmata aqendax berenti jatuh tengok keadaan dia.. tym dia kena jarum.. baring di tilam...

pat keja endax cukup staff.. bozz hanya dapat tlg pinjamkan aq WISH dia jak..

supaya aq datng blk keja.... xda kerja lain menangis jak kerja ku....

21 march 2011

so today rickoacuzio is engaged...
but have 1 girl make curiga... td jak pown dia ada post d wall hubby aq..
"<3>
i really.. really.. really hate that pokeyz pearlz.. damn it....
how dare she is...
but at a same time i've been wondering that my hubby scandal with her...
maie tears fall down rite now... i dont now how to make it.....
hubby plizzzzzzz.... be honest to me...
i know u love me.. but not only me.... u said that to me...

bed

Boy,

I'll put on your Victoria secret thing that you like Is that alright?

Tonite you do things your way

Candles burning, feel the love in the air

Now let me lay next to you,

feel my body temp rises you

Wanna lay on my back 'cause

you like it like that, oh, oh, like that

Boy,

touch me how you shows

Now stop and let me take over

'Cause I wanna please you too

Working my favorite areas

'til I see you move

You love it, you love it,

I love it, I love it

Everytime, everytime

I touch you, I touch you

You want it, you want it,

I'm for it, I'm for it

I'll see you, I'll see you

in the morning, in the morning

I wanna feel you're fingers through my hair

Show me that you care

Tell me you love me 'til my eyes roll back

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

I love it when you check to see if

I'm fast asleep

As you hold me kissing on me constantly

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

Woke up in the middle of the night

Laying in your open arms

Feeling your breath against my cheek (my cheek)

I'm craving to continue

Can we follow two words: round two, round two

Matter of fact let's go round three,

he said How long can you go started kissing?

Making him realize as long as he wants Boy,

I'm going do what you want

You're the only one that statisfies me

So let me thank you Lay there,

don't move, let me take you up to heaven

You love it, you love it,

I love it, I love it

Everytime, everytime

I touch you, I touch you

You want it, you want it,

I'm for it, I'm for it

I'll see you, I'll see you in the morning,in the morning

I wanna feel you're fingers through my hair

Show me that you care Tell me you love me

'til my eyes roll back

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

I love it when you check to see if I'm fast asleep

As you hold me kissing on me constantly

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

Let's start into the break of dawn

as we let them making love

The sun is shining and then we

fall back to sleep

Now we be marinating love until the moon returns

I wanna feel you're fingers through my hair

Show me that you care

Tell me you love me 'til my eyes roll back Could

you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

I love it when you check to see if I'm fast asleep

As you hold me kissing on me constantly

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

Let's start into the break of dawn as

we let them making love

The sun is shining and then

we fall back to sleep

Now we be marinating love

until the moon returns

day after the day passed

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aq xtaw napa mood aq kena swicth "bad day
dat tym.. bingung sendiri aq...
hahahaahhaa.. pai boss aq pown aq mok marah...
nasibla aq nie d lahirkan sebagai sorang penyabar(cehhhh!)
wallet aq tinggal, kdt fown aq tinggal beberapa sen jax..
punya aq tension tahap dewa....

hehe... but at the same time i fell lucky...
coz my boo cua c tenang mood aq..
mungkin aq uda terbiasa selalu besemez ama dia..
jadi bila dia mengilunk dalam beberapa jam
aq terasa uda dia xda.... hehehe...
tym nie.. aq msj dia 2,3 kali dia rep 1 x jax...
jadi kecikla kan aty tue....
sampai aq TERtaip...
'mcm endak kena sayang uda bby neyh'...
hehehehe.... sorry b....

di sini ada part story yg SANGAT MALAZZZZZZZ
aq mok crita..
kami gaduh lagi...
yaaaaa...! my mistake... jujur terlebih2
sampai x tengok hati dia sakit atau tidak...
im sorry b.....
love you banyak-banyak bhu....
and... after that...
tanx to LV coz dia cepat sejuk.. law endak......
bingung2 arh aq d tmpt kerja....
hahahahaahhaha......

tpkan..
ada something yang sukar aq percaya tentang dia....
BOLA...
yaaa.... LELAKI AND BOLA...
like girl and lipstic....
entahlah... malsla mok taip...m
biarla antara aq n dia jax yg tw...
heheheheh
jan marah~

the nite coming.....
mlm nie LADYS NITE PART ONE
at THE ROOM LINTAS..
apa agix.... hurm....
but i this nite dunno why i feel lonely...
maybe long tym didnt see my boo face...
my boo perfume, hug my boo, and kiss him...
ahkz.... palui....

erm.. dia ada tlg editkan aq beberapa gambar...
sumanya cantik.. i like..
no wonderla gambar dia suma cantik2 nie.....

pesanan penaja(c boo)
->jangan noty belakang b...
->jangan minum banyak...
->jangan bagi number fown ama org...
->jangan stay sorang2...
->jangan renung lelaki(hahahahaha)....
->ingat b owez...
suma aq buat d dlam the room nie....
hehehehehe.... xda 1 pown tinggal owh...

after dia sent pix yg dia edit... titiba kuar kedot aq..
hahahahahaahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kuar HOT story..... hehehe....
itu RAHSIAH... shhhhh~ malu taw!

actly... aq sad... coz dia ckp dia tiap2 hari
ada pompan yg dtg mokkan dia..
and LEBIH HOT dari aq...
aq sangat tersa hati dgn tu....
and rasa mcm kecillll betul... sempat gax aq menitiskan air mata
law baca semez tue..

ntahla.. law mok d cakapkan hati aq skunk ama yg masa aq kenal dia at 1st..
munk xsama lansung... law dulu mungkin aq terterik ama wajah dia...
tapi skunk aq lebih tertarik ngan sifatnya yg penuh ngan kasih sayang...
dia x luki tuk bagi aq kasih sayang yg
dia punya....

thats why aq rasa takut kehilangan dia.....

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lambatnya dia bgun....
tp bangun2 jax na suh cuci freezer.. hik3x...
cean kan...
but tadi aq betul2 bengang ngan keadaan kami gini jauh...
hati aq memberontak maukan dia p cni kk...
then aq berperang ngan perasaan aq sendiri...
nasib bek tahap KESABARAN aq ble tahn...
haha~

ptg nie dia men bola then injured...
omg.. punya aq risau......
tp dia rilexxxx jax tu...
ok la law dia ok.....

owh ya dia sempat gix bagi aq lagu
JAY CHOW-HEI SE MAO YI...
cubalah try test dengar lagu nie... sayu jantung gink!
hahahaha....


*ok that its for now.. see u on next 3 days.. insyaAllah....