short story part 2

22 march 2011

aq demam nie bha.. 2 hari uda nie...
kemarin aq cuti.. so today im working lorh.. ganti cuti...
kerja.. kerja..kerja..
tiba-tiba...
c b dia p baca suma yg aq tulis d blog nie arh.. matilaaaaaaa!
from 2009 until now maybe... dia baca tentang c iju..
aq uda larang dia baca habis-habisan.. tp pala batu mok juax baca...
pas2 kompom majuk punya...
kan sua ku bylank cancaba... delete! delete!
xmok delete.... isk..isk..isk...
and titiba... hujan pun turun ngan lebatnya...
i dun kno what he feel , but im sad... if he love me..
he will feel suck of it.. but he deosnt...
he said that.... he been hurting before.. and i love him more than he do..
badly im sad.. but im glad he jujur... xpa.. juz take u tym syg.. mc awal agix kan..
its ok.. im ok... trying to be ok... and im start make some joke..
laughing...wanna buang rasa perit tho kan...
i know i can face it.. becoz i been face it before and its more worse than this...
you go girlssssssss!
cerita2 ngan dia.... rupa2nya dia jelez.. that y dia ckp g2 ngan aq...
hehehe... im happy...

23 march 2011

aq borink!
mok bukak fb... borink!!!
arhhhh... buli c shasha la... lorhhhhh... xmelawan pown.. borink!!!!
men teka teki ama c b... xdpt jawab... alooooor! burink!
sepanjang hari jadi gila di kedai sebab borink.. huhu...
tp kan... td petang ada urg intebiu d senario cafe tho... sebijik macam muka c b aq arh.. terkejut babun aq...
tuz aq minta c b aq fown tanya dia lo ada abg yg
muka dia sama ngan dia.. dia ckp xda...
so org len arh tho...
munk sama.. coz member aq pown ckp g2...
sampai d rumah aq cuci kain and kemas almari...
begaduh lagi ama kain tho arh... kin panaz punya baju.. cittttttttttttttt!
cuci punya cuci... hilang cincin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
matilahhhhhhh....... turun, naik, luar, dalam umah tho aq tawaf arh..
mok pingsan c cancaba tho arh mencari cincin tho..
skali tym c bersih washing machine...
lorh disana palk tho cincin.... teloncat2 aq gumbira.. hahahaah
tekejut c qyla nmpak.. nangis tuz p pat nenek dia.. hehehe... coowie.. xsenaja...
so... abes da wat keja tho...
manja2 tym! ama c b.. hehehee....
men2 ama dia sal madu aq kukun.. dia suh tgk cermin... dia ckp nmpk ka pompan baju putih rambut ngerbang.. shit!!!!!!
pontianak.. dia c takut.. sudah aq nie memang penakut... d c takut lagi..
"meh cni hug".. hehehehe i like this wordy... just like i can imagine he with me
and hugging me... waaa.. kekedotan uda dia.. hahahaha

24 march 2011

at early monin.. 7:30 am
"morning sayang.. s.p.c.r.u..."(sayang peluk cinta rindu untukmu)
aq sent kc dia...
awal aq bangun nie hari... c qyla c bangun minta mandi.. aduii napalah ko bgn awal tul...
hermmm pai pat keja... aq tengah wat gen2.. buka chrome d pintu2 keta tho.. sambil betepon ama c b...
then tercerita pasal ex dia c e.. munk perit rasa dia ging masuk p telinga..
tp aq xberhak mok marah coz tho hal dia yg dulu... past is lalu...
so just see wat coming next ya kawn-kawan... ingat tho!
"bby.. b sayang bby" dia ckp... so syg la bha tho...
dun think lagi.. stop! next!
he like when i wear snowcap.. hehehehehe...

25 march 2011

period day 1...
matilah.. senggugut lagi!
c b d kay kay now.. with family..
celeb mimi n mami punya borndayz..
ayu bawa p karaoke d cempaka squer.. tp mcm malas member nie arh mok jalan.. cowieee... hehehehe... penat bha...
c b plak dia suh juaxla aq kuar.. tp munk aq xmok.. n aq taw dia juz syco jax..
dia sampai jax d kaybie dia msj tanya lo aq kuar ka x.. aq ckp x.. sukalah dia tuz...
hehehehe...

26 march 2011

period day 2...
mood mcm mok makan urg jax...
sabar bby... sabar...
cuba fokus ama kerja dari perasaan ko tho...
lorh.. fokus kununla..
skali c b cakap jax dia p putung tu janggut.. direct tho pisau na jari aq yg cumil nie arh....auwwwwww! catit taw.... :'(
tp yg best.. dia rupanya kemas bilik lepas tdo.. hehehe.. best kan.. bestkan...
tp bila aq minta tolong kemaskan bilik aq.. sanggup dia suh aq tdo blk dia tho arh.. hahahaha... hurmmm tp lg bgs kan.. tdo sama2 ama dia.. hahahahaha... sot!

27 march 2011

period dayz 3..
late p keja..
hati aq xtenteram bila fikir 1 member nie yg sakit... cian dia...
jadi aq nie yg memang manja ama c b.. aq cer la ngan dia...
tp keadaan getting worse plax...
he said that.. dia mc blom dpt trima aq sebb stts and my past...
tuz terang munk aq amat sedih.. tp itu yg dia rasa.. aq xble paksa dia tuk trima aq.. ataupun tuk sayang aq... but alhamdulillah.. kami ok.. evendoe....
xda apa2lah.. forget it..! i dont know y.... hurmm i juz love him..
and its sincere.. im not make some sin to do it...
but y dugaan tuhan nie btl2 hebat wat aq...
cerita2 ama dia... dia men lap2 nie..
dia cka "kan best law bby fown b.. bby ckp.. blklah b.. bby d umah uda..." hehehehehe...... suka? aq lagi suka... jan jelez arh...

28 march 2011

rickoacuzio it 50 dayz!!!!!!
love it like i love my hubby jambul...
im cutting my hair.. hehehehe...
so mlm coming.. aq ama anim and ahcia stay d jumbo..
jadi liau2 minum2 milo... hahahaha....
adakah dia panggil aq "milo girl"
xmok eh! xbesh... huh...

29 march 2011

hubby d kay kay...
dia datang kedai pat aq kerja..
makan sama2.. cerita2... mcm mok jax aq peluk dia.. cium dia...
rindu btl aq ama dia...
disini ada part yg aq xsuka cer.. so im cut la hooo...
tp mlm aq balik umah aq tercium bau perfumed dia.. aq cari..
dari mana bau nie dtg.. sekali aq cium tangan aq... mc kuat ni bau perfumed dia...
rindu tuz ama dia... dia plak xmok lyn aq.. coz im make some mess kan.. im sorry
ya sayang... bukan niat bby mok tambah masalah b...ok.. peace...`

30 march 2011

awal c b bangun...
mcm besa aq bgn pagi sent dia "morning"
tp aq ingatkan dia mc majuk sal hal semalm.. ada juax la dia rep...
senang hati aq.. td aq ada beli simkad tuk aq pakai lao mok chat ama dia.. jd xda sebarang gangguan lorh.. hehehehe... love him...


*so to my blogger reader... i have some note to you all..

"sometimes we fell like we had a choice but actually we dont"
means... jan cuba lari dari satu sudut yg x mampu tuk hindari.. lao ble
hadapilah ngan senyuman.... insyaallah... akan rasa tenang law keadaan tho dpt d sattelkan.. trust me! daa... see ya at part 3.. hehehe

short story

11 march 2011..

lama endak jumpa dia nie, rindu sangat ama hubby,

so the nite come me and lieya ga to kay kay, i buying some ring coupled

for him and me.And after that me and lieya directly go to kay bie

for pick lieya son.. school holiday kan... poor lieya...

but before we pick it up, we go to lebak mayah.. meet up my jambul, hehehehe...

so give him the ring... now he got two rings..

"care for me left side there, love for me rite side there"

then we hug.. but i cant feel he miss me much then i do tue...

becoz he didnt hug me titely... badly im so sad...

12 march 2011

go back home from kay bie, tuz mandi and get ready to party at

THE ROOM LINTAS....

so i wearing long dress.. masamm model kuku bilank c lieya...

13 march 2011

hurm gaduh ama hubby about he thinking nagetive lagix...

he said that 'u make me sick when i think bout u all nite'

then dia ckp lagi...'c lepas b jaxlah...' dia xkan taw macamna keadaan aq

when he said like that... automaticly my tears fall down without warning alert...

i call him didnt pick me... bila aq minta dia call... dia x call langsung..

last try i just send 'dunt wann fite..'

so he said 'mba.. dyam2 arh'...

keep think and think... at last kitaorang ok... hehehe...

so tonite it my lasy nite to party.. after this... MERDEKA!!!!!

SO MALAM NIEY BIRTHDAY PARTY AYU....

sambut at RAZZ MA TAZZ....

all party people in BLACK...

hehehe... i look all around me and......

said... i will mizz this party.. so enjoy tonite.....

last tym for siamen too.... mabuk2 wat joking... hahahaha....

bye.. bye maie party.....

14 march 2011

so di cnie tak byk story...

umah hubby ada kenduri....

hurm... alangkah bestnya law aq ada sna, dapat gax aq rasa kenduri d kampung..

dari apa yg hubby crita mcm besttt nie...

tp hubby larikan diri pie salun dye rambut dia macam ALBINO!!!!!

15 march 2011

pagi-pagi selalunya memang aq update soundsystem and stock yang lain...

so at early morning i've been shock with one men there look like AZRULIZAN..

OWH MAIE GUCCI!!!!!!!!!!!! salah urang... hampehhhh ging....

tuz juaxla c kwn windu ama jambulnya....

mlm coming... pala aq terhantuk dinding pai terduduk aq..

sempat gix aq ketawa sendiri.. malu kan.. hehehehe...

benjol juaxla pala aq.. tapi sikit jax... kikiki....

16 march 2011

a fucking shit day for yu classic auto acc!!

balik jam 10.30pm ging... law o.t pai ratus2 juax endax pala laah...

tp aq ma lieya balik sebelum jam 10pm...

lantak drangla mok marah...

so aq ama lieya makan gix d sempelang...

pastu balik....

and hubby uda tukar kaler rambut dia.... lebih nice dr yg blondy one tu...

17 march 2011

"aku sayang kau sesungguhnya tak ternilai, hidupku musnah tanpa kamu, kau segala-galanya

untukku, cinta sampai mati"

well.. well.. well....

hahahahaha........ i like this word... ceritanya gine...

adik aq yg bertuah tu syco pala aq.. dia ckp jambul x setia, ada pompan len and aq

xlayak untuk dia... jadi aq p report ama hubby... dia ckp xda...

tp aq nie x percaya.. terkeluarla ayat nie yg di bilang mok munyah law ckp... but he mean it..

dia yg ckap arh... hurm.. aq ada 1 benda yg xsuka sal dia....

law dia tengok korea... aq rasa law aq sebelah dia.. aq pingsan hidup balik pown dia

endak layan... huh!

18 march 2011

so kerja aq non-stop dr mornink pai petang.. cittt.....

pai begegar tangan ama badan aq....

and hubby ada ceritakan aq sinopsis "a love to kill"

rain (bi) pelakon dia.. mesti besst tu kan.. aq mok tinguuuuuuuuuuuuk!

malam coming aq ama lieya pie kay bie lagi..(my heaven)

antar ank dia.....

so aq jumpa hubby lagilah....

tp sayangnya aq jumpa dia kejap jax endak sampai 15minit...

pastu tym balik na saman oleh pak polisi.... hehehe....

19 march 2011

41 dayz for RICKOACUZIO....

heheheehehehehe......

20 march 2011

hubby turun kay kay melaWat pak cik dia sakit d SMC..

and c QYLA sakit.... badannya lemah endak bermaya...

airmata aqendax berenti jatuh tengok keadaan dia.. tym dia kena jarum.. baring di tilam...

pat keja endax cukup staff.. bozz hanya dapat tlg pinjamkan aq WISH dia jak..

supaya aq datng blk keja.... xda kerja lain menangis jak kerja ku....

21 march 2011

so today rickoacuzio is engaged...
but have 1 girl make curiga... td jak pown dia ada post d wall hubby aq..
"<3>
i really.. really.. really hate that pokeyz pearlz.. damn it....
how dare she is...
but at a same time i've been wondering that my hubby scandal with her...
maie tears fall down rite now... i dont now how to make it.....
hubby plizzzzzzz.... be honest to me...
i know u love me.. but not only me.... u said that to me...

bed

Boy,

I'll put on your Victoria secret thing that you like Is that alright?

Tonite you do things your way

Candles burning, feel the love in the air

Now let me lay next to you,

feel my body temp rises you

Wanna lay on my back 'cause

you like it like that, oh, oh, like that

Boy,

touch me how you shows

Now stop and let me take over

'Cause I wanna please you too

Working my favorite areas

'til I see you move

You love it, you love it,

I love it, I love it

Everytime, everytime

I touch you, I touch you

You want it, you want it,

I'm for it, I'm for it

I'll see you, I'll see you

in the morning, in the morning

I wanna feel you're fingers through my hair

Show me that you care

Tell me you love me 'til my eyes roll back

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

I love it when you check to see if

I'm fast asleep

As you hold me kissing on me constantly

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

Woke up in the middle of the night

Laying in your open arms

Feeling your breath against my cheek (my cheek)

I'm craving to continue

Can we follow two words: round two, round two

Matter of fact let's go round three,

he said How long can you go started kissing?

Making him realize as long as he wants Boy,

I'm going do what you want

You're the only one that statisfies me

So let me thank you Lay there,

don't move, let me take you up to heaven

You love it, you love it,

I love it, I love it

Everytime, everytime

I touch you, I touch you

You want it, you want it,

I'm for it, I'm for it

I'll see you, I'll see you in the morning,in the morning

I wanna feel you're fingers through my hair

Show me that you care Tell me you love me

'til my eyes roll back

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

I love it when you check to see if I'm fast asleep

As you hold me kissing on me constantly

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

Let's start into the break of dawn

as we let them making love

The sun is shining and then we

fall back to sleep

Now we be marinating love until the moon returns

I wanna feel you're fingers through my hair

Show me that you care

Tell me you love me 'til my eyes roll back Could

you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

I love it when you check to see if I'm fast asleep

As you hold me kissing on me constantly

Could you put me to bed, bed, bed?

Want you to put me to bed, bed, bed

Let's start into the break of dawn as

we let them making love

The sun is shining and then

we fall back to sleep

Now we be marinating love

until the moon returns

day after the day passed

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aq xtaw napa mood aq kena swicth "bad day
dat tym.. bingung sendiri aq...
hahahaahhaa.. pai boss aq pown aq mok marah...
nasibla aq nie d lahirkan sebagai sorang penyabar(cehhhh!)
wallet aq tinggal, kdt fown aq tinggal beberapa sen jax..
punya aq tension tahap dewa....

hehe... but at the same time i fell lucky...
coz my boo cua c tenang mood aq..
mungkin aq uda terbiasa selalu besemez ama dia..
jadi bila dia mengilunk dalam beberapa jam
aq terasa uda dia xda.... hehehe...
tym nie.. aq msj dia 2,3 kali dia rep 1 x jax...
jadi kecikla kan aty tue....
sampai aq TERtaip...
'mcm endak kena sayang uda bby neyh'...
hehehehe.... sorry b....

di sini ada part story yg SANGAT MALAZZZZZZZ
aq mok crita..
kami gaduh lagi...
yaaaaa...! my mistake... jujur terlebih2
sampai x tengok hati dia sakit atau tidak...
im sorry b.....
love you banyak-banyak bhu....
and... after that...
tanx to LV coz dia cepat sejuk.. law endak......
bingung2 arh aq d tmpt kerja....
hahahahaahhaha......

tpkan..
ada something yang sukar aq percaya tentang dia....
BOLA...
yaaa.... LELAKI AND BOLA...
like girl and lipstic....
entahlah... malsla mok taip...m
biarla antara aq n dia jax yg tw...
heheheheh
jan marah~

the nite coming.....
mlm nie LADYS NITE PART ONE
at THE ROOM LINTAS..
apa agix.... hurm....
but i this nite dunno why i feel lonely...
maybe long tym didnt see my boo face...
my boo perfume, hug my boo, and kiss him...
ahkz.... palui....

erm.. dia ada tlg editkan aq beberapa gambar...
sumanya cantik.. i like..
no wonderla gambar dia suma cantik2 nie.....

pesanan penaja(c boo)
->jangan noty belakang b...
->jangan minum banyak...
->jangan bagi number fown ama org...
->jangan stay sorang2...
->jangan renung lelaki(hahahahaha)....
->ingat b owez...
suma aq buat d dlam the room nie....
hehehehehe.... xda 1 pown tinggal owh...

after dia sent pix yg dia edit... titiba kuar kedot aq..
hahahahahaahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kuar HOT story..... hehehe....
itu RAHSIAH... shhhhh~ malu taw!

actly... aq sad... coz dia ckp dia tiap2 hari
ada pompan yg dtg mokkan dia..
and LEBIH HOT dari aq...
aq sangat tersa hati dgn tu....
and rasa mcm kecillll betul... sempat gax aq menitiskan air mata
law baca semez tue..

ntahla.. law mok d cakapkan hati aq skunk ama yg masa aq kenal dia at 1st..
munk xsama lansung... law dulu mungkin aq terterik ama wajah dia...
tapi skunk aq lebih tertarik ngan sifatnya yg penuh ngan kasih sayang...
dia x luki tuk bagi aq kasih sayang yg
dia punya....

thats why aq rasa takut kehilangan dia.....

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lambatnya dia bgun....
tp bangun2 jax na suh cuci freezer.. hik3x...
cean kan...
but tadi aq betul2 bengang ngan keadaan kami gini jauh...
hati aq memberontak maukan dia p cni kk...
then aq berperang ngan perasaan aq sendiri...
nasib bek tahap KESABARAN aq ble tahn...
haha~

ptg nie dia men bola then injured...
omg.. punya aq risau......
tp dia rilexxxx jax tu...
ok la law dia ok.....

owh ya dia sempat gix bagi aq lagu
JAY CHOW-HEI SE MAO YI...
cubalah try test dengar lagu nie... sayu jantung gink!
hahahaha....


*ok that its for now.. see u on next 3 days.. insyaAllah....

back to december

im so glad you made time to see me,
how life? tell me your family,
i haven't seen them in a while,
you've been good,busier and ever,
we small talk work in a weather,
you guard is up and i know why,
cause the last time you saw me,
it still burned in the back of your mine
you gave roses and i left them there to die,

so this is me swallowing my pride,
standing in front of you saying im sorry for that night,
and i go back to december all the time turns out freedom,
ain't nothing but missing you,
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine,
i'd go back to December, turn around, and make it all right,
i go back to December all the time,

these days i have't been sleeping,
staying up playing back myself leaving,
when your birthday passed and i didnt call,
and i think about summer, all the beautifull times,
i watched you laughing from the passenger side,
realized that i loved you in the fall,
and then the cold came,
the dark days when the fear crept into my mind,
you gave me all you love and all i gave you was goodbye,

so this is me swallowing my pride,
standing in front of you saying im sorry for that night,
and i go back to december all the time turns out freedom,
ain't nothing but missing you,
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine,
i'd go back to December, turn around, and change my own mind,

i go back to december all the time....

i miss you tan skin,
you sweet smile,
so good to me,
so right,
and how you held me in you arms thats september night,
the 1st time you ever saw me cry,
maybe this is wishful thinking,
probably mindless dreaming,
if we love again i swear i'd love you right,
i'd go back i time and change but i cant,
so if the chain is on you door i understand,


so this is me swallowing my pride,
standing in front of you saying im sorry for that night,
and i go back to december all the time turns out freedom,
ain't nothing but missing you,
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine,
i'd go back to December, turn around, and make it all right,
i go back to December all the time....

happy monthsary cyienta

03032011..

this date... owhhhh fuck!
aq ama ayu mok kuar party..
jam 11 g2 aq masuk mandi...
sebelum2 tu.. aq ama B aq okayyyy jew...
aq low kan volume hp aq...

selepas aq get shower..
aq pakai baju n ready to kuar..
dorang ayu fown aq balik2...
tp aq x terangkat coz sibuk bersiap..
sesampai aq d dlm kreta..
aq nampak missed call list ada
'maie cyienta'.. 2x..
and i've got 2 semez fowm him..

1st... dia ckp dia mok tdo....
2nd.. he mad at me.. coz i didnt pick up he fown call...
i juz panik....
i call , mms, video call, sms....
and i get nothing until i buka FB..
and i see he wrote on he wall that..
"azrul acuzio: feel like a FOOL, cant keep much longer"

i think this the 2nd tym i cry in da club..
i cant think! i cant say what must i say!
but lieya and anum told me that..
"maybe dia tdo uda, besok ok la tu...."
so aq tenangkan diri aq yg apa dorang ckp munk betul...

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early morning...
"morning hubby" im text him..
juz 4 make sure that we okay..
after a half hour.. he reply....
and im takut mok buka...
"ok".. "open"..
"morning dear.. btl ka bby mndi smlm 2?"
owh maie LUIS VUITTON!!!!!!!
i guess he will leave me...
then i explain.. and we ok then...
thank you cyienta, for everything...

05032011..

im sick... and work..
he in kay kay..
with he family...

i dunno y.. but rasa kecik aty,
n rasa dia dtg kay kay ama
scandal dia(manataw)
rasa mcm tergugat kepercayaan aq
lepaz kami ber 3G....
juz becoz aq nmpak pompan sebelah dia..
hehehe.. CEMBURU LAGI!
palui....

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aq, ayu, anum.ahcai n lieya...
mok party d bed..
at the same tym maie B at shanigan hyatt...
so aq beranikan diri aq tuk jumpa dia
coz panaz ama member aq yg 2 ekor tu...

aq jalan kaki dari BED - HYAT!
maie gosh... kaki aq sangat2 sakit!
tp.. sakit2 kaki aq.. sakit lagi hati aq..
then kena marah agix oleh B ...
sampai d sana.. kami jumpa depan club tu..
salam tangan dia...
then masuk club..
lepazz rindu aq..
hilang rasa marah aq...

hurm.. pas tue aq na ambik oleh member2 sheshinta tu..
mok p RAZZ MA TAZZ plax..
BED packed kunu...

hehehehe.. habes berparty d RAZZ..

kmi conti makan d FOH SANG...
crita2 ama member...
tuz terkeluar tarikh 06hb..
im get shock!!!!!!
maie GUCCI!

KAMI 1 BULAN UDA....
jam 3.46am
"b.........! hapy anyversary for a 1st month"
sempat gak aq semez dia
tghari td baru dia perasaan kale semez tu then rep..
"happy monthsary for our coupled"..

*hope this relationship will be blessed.....