back to december

im so glad you made time to see me,
how life? tell me your family,
i haven't seen them in a while,
you've been good,busier and ever,
we small talk work in a weather,
you guard is up and i know why,
cause the last time you saw me,
it still burned in the back of your mine
you gave roses and i left them there to die,

so this is me swallowing my pride,
standing in front of you saying im sorry for that night,
and i go back to december all the time turns out freedom,
ain't nothing but missing you,
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine,
i'd go back to December, turn around, and make it all right,
i go back to December all the time,

these days i have't been sleeping,
staying up playing back myself leaving,
when your birthday passed and i didnt call,
and i think about summer, all the beautifull times,
i watched you laughing from the passenger side,
realized that i loved you in the fall,
and then the cold came,
the dark days when the fear crept into my mind,
you gave me all you love and all i gave you was goodbye,

so this is me swallowing my pride,
standing in front of you saying im sorry for that night,
and i go back to december all the time turns out freedom,
ain't nothing but missing you,
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine,
i'd go back to December, turn around, and change my own mind,

i go back to december all the time....

i miss you tan skin,
you sweet smile,
so good to me,
so right,
and how you held me in you arms thats september night,
the 1st time you ever saw me cry,
maybe this is wishful thinking,
probably mindless dreaming,
if we love again i swear i'd love you right,
i'd go back i time and change but i cant,
so if the chain is on you door i understand,


so this is me swallowing my pride,
standing in front of you saying im sorry for that night,
and i go back to december all the time turns out freedom,
ain't nothing but missing you,
wishing that i realized what i had when you were mine,
i'd go back to December, turn around, and make it all right,
i go back to December all the time....